Alot of the time i get told im strong and people look up to me sometimes for being strong and not crying over stuff even though most teenager girls would or wouldn’t it matters on who you are. But everyone thinks that about me but that dosent mean its true.
Maybe i do cry every night
Maybe i just put on a fake smile sometimes so people don’t worry about me
Sometimes i am happy though which is half of the time
But i do get down
Sometimes i feel hated
Sometimes i feel like i should try harder
Maybe I’m never going to be that person people think i am
But i try to be
Maybe Because i want people to like me
But Maybe sometimes when you don’t know it i feel like typing out all my emotions on here just to make myself feel better releasing all my happieness and sadness and every other emotion out but then i look and see that backspace key and realize i shouldn’t trouble my friends, family and people that don’t even know me over this. But i need to do it so i will. Maybe just this once. But that dosen’t matter none of this truely matters because i dont have the worst life it could be worse and i know that i’ve seen it. It dosent matter because by the time i type this I’ll most likely be smiling because these emotions will be gone.